Me Singing Poker Face Glee Version

I really love this song. The first time I saw this rendition on Glee I was so moved to sing my own version of it. Actually I heard this once in a radio station but its was another version but still I liked the way they varied the song. My voice is a bit crack in this version of mine and the microphone of my laptop is no good at all.

In my own interpretation, I want to give a poker face to everyone who hated me and hurt me a lot in the past. My friends, my loved ones and the persons I once cherished who caused me the biggest pain in my life. I want to be strong so I don't want them seeing me again weeping. I want to give them a poker face never revealing how I really feel inside. No more pain from my face, no more sadness and perhaps no more happiness.

I wish someday, I will be able to remove this poker face masked and be myself again to someone who could love me. Someone whom I could love as well and be with me forever. For now, I will wear this poker face. For now, I wont reveal the real me not even to those who already knew me.

Hurting someone is a double edge sword. Though you are the one causing the pain, it will hurt you even more inside. It's not only guilt that you felt specially if the person you hurt is the person you hold so dearly.Sorry isn't enough, but sorry is the only word that we could utter when we are sincere in our mistakes. No more explanations since the more words we speak, the more confusing it gets.

This song is a version done by Gabe Bondoc, a youtube artist. This song is a mirror of what I feel right now. Of course, I don't want a standing ovation or a bow, all I need is forgiveness and hoping that someday everything will be okay. That someday I will never ever hurt someone again so that they will not close the curtain and leave me forever.

More than you know

Your smile, oh it makes me think for a while

You're like  an angel, falling from the sky

Your eyes, talks to me as if saying

I am your most special one

(Refrain:)

But I, never knew how much I loved you

I just couldn't tell how much I feel

And you wanted me to love you

More than I could give

But did you know, your more than special in my heart

Just being with you makes me

Loose myself!

I love you, more than you know.

It was at the time of my confusion

You came across and saved me

You were you so persistent while

I was so hesitant to love again

You want to keep me forever, but I said no

Let us cherish today coz we don't know

What lies ahead, don't be afraid

I love more than you think I could

(Refrain)

Stop listening from opinions

Just listen to your heart

And you'll know, I love you

More than you know

It's been a while since my last post, but here I am again posting my song to someone. I hope you will read this and see how sincere I was.